Skylar's Diary - Day 28

Yesterday seemed like the best day of my life. Today was even better, although the day started very quietly. I slept for a long time, and then I went out to brunch with my mother. In the afternoon I played some games, and then I got a message from Raven. "Is it okay if I drop by tonight? There are still clothes of mine with you." "Of course" I answered.

She arrived quite late. Because I knew that Raven was coming, I had put on the dress of our first meeting. I straightened up nicely, and walked as elegantly as possible. Not too feminine, just radiating confidence. I could tell from her face that she liked it. She was wearing skinny jeans and a big sweater. Her clothes were already nicely washed and ironed ready in my room, so we went there for a while. I sat down on the bed, and she was standing at my desk. Her clothes were on it. 

"Skylar, I also want to tell you that I really enjoyed it yesterday. I thought it was a wonderful day."

"So did I.”

"But that's mainly because of you. I think you did a great job, the whole ceremony and so. And then the dancing at the party. I still can't believe how wild we have been. I am not kidding: I've never had so much fun before."

"Raven, without you, none of this would have happened. That ceremony went so well, because you helped me so well. And I danced wildly, because you danced wildly."

It stayed quiet for a while. Then she asked:

"May I sit next to you for a moment?"

"Of course."

She came to sit next to me on the bed, but didn't say anything. She looked at me. I looked at her. Suddenly it seemed as if her head was getting a little closer, but she stopped. I kept looking at her. Then I looked at her lips. I also came a little closer. She didn't move, she was looking at my lips now. My heart began to beat faster, because I knew what was going to happen.

And it happened. Slowly her head came closer to mine. She closed her eyes. I closed my mouth, and I breathed through my nose. She tilted her head a little to the left. I did that too. I touched her lips with my lips. Very gently. For a moment, but we stayed close together. I kissed her lips. She put a hand on my knee. I put a hand on her back.

We kissed each other on the mouth several times. That was the only sound in the room. Our lips then stayed together a little longer. I stuck out my tongue a little bit, and caressed her lips. For a moment. She moaned, very quietly. I did it again. She caressed my leg. Gently. I stroked her back. Gently.

She also stuck out her tongue. A little bit. The tips of our tongues were rubbing gently against each other, slowly and gently. It was quiet in the room, I heard her breath, I saw her up close, I smelled her skin, I felt her body, I tasted her tongue. These feelings were beyond description, because I had never felt anything like it before, and I loved it. We kissed each other for a long time. Time seemed to stand still.

We stopped for a moment.

"Wow," she said quietly.

"Wow," I said quietly.

We didn't know what to say yet. She came closer again, we kissed again, and suddenly she pushed me on the bed. We were lying next to each other on our side, and we kissed. It seemed more intense now, a bit wilder. But I loved it, and I felt that she loved it too. How nice it was to feel what someone else felt. Again time seemed to stand still.

So much excitement, we got a bit tired of it. We lay next to each other on the bed, and looked at the ceiling. This was my first kiss, and I realized that I would remember that first kiss for the rest of my life.

"Skylar?"

"Yes."

"I thought yesterday was the best day of my life, but this day is even better."

"That's what I think of it."

"Really?"

"Really, or we can say that this day still belongs to the previous one."

"Good idea."

"You know what I would like now?"

"No"

"That we can stay here on the bed. As long as we want. A week or so. The rest of the world can get lost."

"That's what I would like too, Skylar, but... I have to go home, it's late."

"I'm so sad about that."

"Tomorrow we'll see each other again, at school."

"I'm not going to be able to do anything but look at you."

She smiled. "Are we going to do something fun after school?"

"Yes, if it's up to me, every day, but not too long, because tomorrow night Riley is coming."

"OK. We have a date. I have to leave now."

"Raven? Did you really come just to pick up your clothes?"

"I wanted to see you too, I admit that. I wasn't really looking for something, but I do know now that I’ve found it."

I smiled. She kissed me on the mouth and left.

So this is cloud nine, Dear Diary. I never want to get off again. Raven left an hour ago. I'm going to bed right away, in my pink nightie, dreaming of Raven. I just got a message from her. " Sleep well, very first and best boyfriend ever", and a heart and a kiss. I'm going to send something back soon.

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